Saturday, January 17, 2015
I have been struggling with my health and weight for years. I have been doing ok lately, but seem to have hit a plateau with the weight loss. I have been at my current weight, plus or minus five pounds, for six months or so. I really needed some motivation and accountability so I joined an online game called the Whole Life Challenge. Today was the first day, and so far I have gotten my workout in, ate healthy, drank about 3/4 of my water and am going to do a meal plan for the week. The foods allowed are basically anything not processed or sugar added, and no grains, dairy, corn, soy, unhealthy fats or white potatoes. I check in to the website everyday with my scores along with a team of local people who do the same. Hopefully this community will help me stay motivated and get to my goal weight! I have about twenty pounds to lose.
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
I recently purchased some new makeup and I needed a better storage system. I found an old Samsonite train case and was using it for a week but it didn't have a tray insert.
Friday, November 7, 2014
Tuesday, September 23, 2014
Today I want to share about something I have been living (mostly secretly) with for a long time. Depression. It creeps over me like a dark grey cloud and through the slight transparencies I can see hope on some days. On the very dark days, I am hope-less. I feel guilt for these feelings of being useless, sad and dull. I don't really know why I feel this way, and it is so difficult to answer loved ones when they ask me why I am depressed. The only answer I can give is "I don't know".
For those who know me well, I have a futuristic strength (I learned this from the book "Strengths Finder" by Tom Rath). I'm a visionary; a dreamer. I look often to the future and the positive changes that will come. The weakness of this strength is that sometimes I don't take the time to live in this moment. I have so many hopes, dreams, goals and ambitions. They are all swimming chaotically inside my head. Many times I feel overwhelmed with all that I would like to do, but I don't find the time to start something. Daily life and distractions get in the way, but more often the dark cloud called Depression will haunt me and swallow my dreams with discouragement.
The cloud has been darkening over my days for a few years now. It has slowly, over the last ten years, become dense and thick and I can barely see through it. I live my days with regret, worthless feelings and intense anger. It's effected every aspect of my life; my family, friends, work and hobbies.
There is however, hope to come. I thank God for this futuristic strength He has given me. The many things I want for my future can be reached. Hope through Him is far stronger than the dark cloud of Depression. While it feels like breaking through the low laying layers of grey is going to take months of work; the glimmer of light on the distant mountain is worth the climb.
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Monday, September 8, 2014
Friday, September 5, 2014
I have been renting a room for my art studio at a building about thirty minutes from my home for almost a year. I have loved having my own space to create without distractions and clutter in my house. However, there is always a guilty feeling when I am gone, and lots of time spent commuting. Plus the rent, although reasonable for the space, was still money I could be spending on other things for my business.
I decided to see if we could use an outbuilding as a studio, and J started getting to work on cleaning out a little 80 sq. ft. garden shed. I have been scouring Pinterest with ideas of what I want and he has been busy building. It's starting to get close to completion.
I am excited to decorate! I want a gypsy wagon/boho feel, so I have been shopping at thrift and antique stores to find items like scarves, pillows and storage options. I need to make the most out of this small space, so we put up peg board to store art supplies. I also found this little child's desk today that I fit in for $20!