Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Coloring...not too sure


Isn't Elijah the cutest? I can't wait to cuddle him.

Voice of God

Elijah's passport photo

I wanted to write about something before I forget. It happened on Christmas morning.
Our family decided last minute on Christmas eve to spend the evening and overnight to Christmas day with my parents. The snow was coming down really heavy and the roads around here were terrible. The forecast was not great, but we didn't want to miss seeing my sister and parents. We decided instead of driving home late that night, to just pack everything up and plan a sleep over. Jeremiah and I ended up sleeping in the living room on an air mattress. I was having a hard time sleeping but had taken some NyQuil so it helped with my cold symptoms. I was dreaming about something having to do with Elijah, and I heard a very clear, loud voice say to me "ELIJAH WILL BE HOME SOON!". I woke up instantly and decided to pray. I wasn't able to fall back to sleep, so I stayed up and waited for everyone else to wake up.

Every day I go through doubt. I read things online; people waiting an obnoxiously long time for their children, in whatever stage of the process we are in. I hear of children's visa's being denied, of children dying or getting very sick in Haiti, I read about kids who are home and not adjusting well, and of families dissolving their adoptions. I believe that we are amidst a serious spiritual battle. We can not let the enemy win. I believe we must give this all over to God, and I certainly know all this waiting has taught me patience I have never had before. I try so hard to give this all over to God. I still doubt, worry and fret. I am sorry, it is so hard to not let my human nature (sin) take over. I pray again asking forgiveness for worrying and not having faith. I go back and forth with feelings of joy we are moving ahead, to feelings of fear and worry about what is to come. To tell you the truth, I think this is the hardest part of this whole adoption. Elijah is legally our son, and we are only waiting for a visa. Everything lies in the hands of the US Embassy. I've had adoptive parents tell me that once he is home, all of this will seem like a dream. Kinda like when you are expecting a baby, you count down impatiently for that baby to come into the world. When it finally arrives, the days of pregnancy is a blur.

Yesterday I sent out an email to the pastors of our newer church. Here is what I wrote...

Prayer request from the Smith Family.
Happy New Year! As you may know, our family has been waiting for our adopted son in Haiti for a year and a half. He is in the final stages and should be coming home very soon. We got word today that he is having an interview on Jan 14th to determine his orphan status. This is needed to receive a visa. He will then have a visa appointment and be able to come home. Please pray for this important step. Lately the US gov. has been very strict during this stage and have denied children their visas to be able to come home to their adoptive families. Elijah is 2 and 1/2 and was abandoned at a hospital in Northern Haiti when he was 8 months old. He really needs a family and is legally our son. We pray daily for him to come home soon. Thanks so much for your needed prayers and support! Feel free to pass this prayer request on to others as well.
Blessings to you,
Kimberly

The assistant pastor replied today with a nice email, copying it to about 20 elders and deacons. I am so happy to know we are covered in prayer. I feel encouraged.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2009 will bring a lot of changes to our family, I know it will be GREAT and BLESSED. I am going to trust that I heard God's voice on Christmas morn, Elijah will be home soon!

Monday, December 29, 2008

Another tooth


Samuel now has almost 5 teeth. He is slobbering like crazy. For several days now he begins his day by giving us a big wet open mouthed kiss on our cheeks. Too cute!

Birth Parent Interview

We got an email from PAP adoptions, and Elijah has a birth parent interview scheduled for Jan. 14! I am getting so excited but am also very nervous. Please please pray for Elijah and this interview. I am trying not to read all the negative things online, but there have still been children denied. This is the interview that proves to the US gov that Elijah is an orphan. There shouldn't be a problem since he was found abandoned at the hospital, unless the gov. decided they don't believe the papers. Oh, my heart! He could be home by the end of January! Getting things in order, finishing up his room, packing some things and getting clothes put away. Jeremiah's work is sending him to AZ the 19-23rd, so I hope the timing works out.
Thanks for your prayers and support everyone. Please let me know how I can pray for you.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Another baby...

Don't worry Mom, this is just temporary. Sarah, my friend and coordinator of MAT is going to Texas to help with a baby who has spina bifida. She is hosting a baby, Alfrelina, just ten days younger than Samuel. She is scheduled to return to Haiti to her mama on the 16th of Jan. Since Sarah will be leaving most of her kids at home, she is allowing us to help care for Lena while Sarah is gone, until Lena leaves for Haiti. I am excited to have another baby, Lena knows us pretty well and is super cuddly! Samuel likes her too, so it should be fun!

Birthday parties are being planned. Samuel turns 1 next week! I can't believe it. We will just have a small amount of people here for cake. I bet he will love it.

Christmas was wonderful. We ended up staying at my mom and dads for Christmas eve and day. We got a lot of snow, and we didn't want to be driving home Christmas eve on the bad roads. Samuel and my mom are forming a good bond, and she took him and Cori for two nights last week. He did great! Samuel's favorite gift was a xylophone/piano from my parents. He loves to bang on it and hear himself make beautiful music! We got him a police car, and some giant soft lego blocks. He liked to eat the paper, and didn't get the unwrapping idea, but I'm sure by next year he will be a pro!

We had a Christmas celebration service at church today since last week was cancelled due to weather. It was very moving and lovely. I was brought to tears several times thinking about how our Lord and Saviour came to earth for me and you. Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas from our family. We wish you peace and happiness this blessed day!

Monday, December 22, 2008

Samuel's letter from Santa

Dear Santa Claus,

My name is Samuel. I am a boy and this is going to be my very first Christmas!! I live in the great city of XXXX. Of course, that's in XXXX, United States, but I'll bet you knew that!! This year I've been so good that I should be the angel on top of the tree!
Santa Claus, some things I might like for Christmas this year are: wagon; baby drum set; and, ball.

Santa Claus, I almost forgot to say... This is my first Christmas and I would like you to come to my house. I have been a very good baby although I have been sick. I have had 2 surgeries already. I hope you have a merry Christmas.
Love, Samuel

Santa's reply:

Friday, December 19, 2008

Merrrryyyy Christmas Samuel!!
Thank you for sending me your email all the way from XXXX! The Net sure is wonderful because now I can get emails from Bellingham and around the world in the blink of an eye. Even Rudolph gets emails... from pets! Why, here's Rudolph right now! HO!! Ho!! ho!! He just asked me to say 'Hi!' to you!

Did you know that the Northern Lights were shining particularly brightly when you were born Samuel? (I just happened to notice how brilliant they were that day). But I'll bet that your very first Christmas is going to be even brighter for everyone in your family now that there's a special little boy here to enjoy it with them! I also hear you've been a REALLY REALLY good baby boy. I know Mrs. Claus was really excited when she added your name to the Nice List for the very first time.

Let's see what you put in your letter for Christmas wishes: 1. wagon; 2. baby drum set and; 3. ball. HO!! Ho!! ho!! Those ARE good presents Samuel! We've been so very busy this year that I hope you won't be too upset with me if you don't get everything you want for Christmas.
Well, I better go feed the reindeer and polish Rudolph's nose with nose wax. Have to make sure everything's ready for the big day! Take care Samuel -- I'm really looking forward to seeing you in person for the first time this Christmas Eve. That's only 6 sleeps away (not including naps of course)!!
Wishing You A Very Merry First Christmas!
Santa

P.S. Why thank you for the wonderful hugs & kisses Samuel! Here are some extra special hugs and kisses just for you from everyone at the North Pole!

L's letter to Santa

Dear Santa Claus,
My name is L. I am a boy and I am already 11 years old!! I live in the great city of XXXX. Of course, that's in XXXX, United States, but I'll bet you knew that!! This year I've been so good that my halo is just a teensy weensy bit crooked!
Santa Claus, some things I might like for Christmas this year are:- Eldest, the Eragon book 2;- star wars action figure obi-wan kenobi the new one; and,- star wars action figure clone trooper the new one.
Santa Claus, I almost forgot to say... It must be cold up the in the north pole. How are the reindeer doing?
Love, L

Santa's reply:

Thursday, December 18, 2008
Merry Christmas L!
Thank you for sending me your email all the way from XXXX! HO!! Ho!! ho!! We get wonderful Christmas emails from boys and girls around the world but everyone at the North Pole sure gets excited when we get one from you L!

Jumping Jingle Bells, L, I can't believe you're 11 years old already! You're getting to be quite a big boy! I'm really glad you still wrote me though because I'm sure some of your friends have said things about me. Of course, I'll bet they never got a magic letter like this directly from Santa Claus himself! (*wink*) I also hear you've been a really good boy. (Of course, you won't mind if I do a little checking, will you? HO!! Ho!! ho!!). I'm glad you mentioned the reindeer because they're all outside playing reindeer games right now. Did you know you can even vote for which reindeer will guide my sleigh this Christmas?

Let's see what your wishes are: 1. eldest, the eragon book 2; 2. star wars action figure obi-wan kenobi the new one and; 3. star wars action figure clone trooper the new one. I think that's wonderful that you are interested in books. I love them too! Of course, the only book I ever seem to have time for is my BIG, BIG book of who's been Naughty & Nice. HO!! Ho!! ho!! Ah, the force is strong in you young L! Already know you that which you need. But beware of the dark side. Young Jedi, Elf Vader telling me that my father he is. But watching my favourite movies again has he been! Ho! Ho! Ho!

Oh yes, before I forget L, the elves really want you to visit my new blog! It is called Santa Claus' Christmas Blog. My blog is all about Christmas, life at the North Pole, and me, Santa Claus ! You can even write messages to me and see what others have written. I can hardly wait to see what you write!

Well, it's time for Santa Claus to go do his chimney exercises. Up! Down! Up! Down! Have to be in tip-top shape for the big night! Take care L and don't forget to come back and visit me here at EmailSanta.com on Christmas Eve!! And remember... only 7 more sleeps until Christmas!!
Wishing you a very Merry Christmas,
Santa

Letter from C

Dear Santa Claus,
My name is C. I am a girl and I am already 10 years old!! I live in the great city of XXXX. Of course, that's in XXXX, United States, but I'll bet you knew that!! This year I've been so good that I should really be on the 'Nice' List!!
Santa Claus, some things I might like for Christmas this year are:- nintendo DS, a blue one;- DS game: Spore; and,- DS game: nintendogs chihuahua.
Santa Claus, I almost forgot to say... i hope that rudolphs nose is bright and still as shiny as ever and is still red (NOT blue.)i hope you don't crash and i hope you have a succesful christmas. and i hope the elves don't get blisters and please let them have cookie breaks every once and a while.
Love, C

Santa's reply:

Friday, December 19, 2008

Merrrryyyy Christmas C!!
Thank you for sending me your email all the way from XXXX! I sure do love the Net because now I never feel lonely all the way up at the North Pole. An email from you, C, really makes my day!

Jumping Jingle Bells, C, I can't believe you're 10 years old already! You're getting to be quite a big girl! I'm really glad you still wrote me though because I'm sure some of your friends have said things about me. Of course, I'll bet they never got a magic letter like this directly from Santa Claus himself! (*wink*) I also hear you've been a good girl. (Of course, you won't mind if I do a little checking, will you? HO!! Ho!! ho!!). By the way, Rudolph came running when I told him that you mentioned him in your email! The elves are tickled you asked about them in your letter! They're all very happy and busy making presents right now. Of course, that's when they're not jumping into the present wrapping machine or telling silly jokes and singing songs!

Let's see what you put in your letter for Christmas wishes: 1. nintendo ds, a blue one; 2. ds game: spore and; 3. ds game: nintendogs chihuahua. Can I tell you a little secret? I love playing games on my Nintendo -- reindeer games that is! HO!! Ho!! ho!! They are a lot of fun aren't they! I guess that's why so many good little boys and girls asked for the same thing as you! I just wish there was room in my sleigh to give everyone one.

Oh yes, before I forget C, the elves really want you to visit my new blog! It is called Santa Claus' Christmas Blog. My blog is all about Christmas, life at the North Pole, and me, Santa Claus ! You can even write messages to me and see what others have written. I can hardly wait to see what you write!

Oops! I guess I shouldn't have had that last cookie because a button just popped right off my suit. I better go see if Mrs. Claus has any thread left! ho!! Ho!! HO!! Take care C and don't forget to come back and visit me here at EmailSanta.com on Christmas Eve!! And remember... only 6 more sleeps until Christmas!!
Love You Forever and Always,
Santa

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Letters to Santa


The kids emailed Santa this year on a site called http://www.emailsanta.com/
Dear Santa Claus,
My name is K. I am a girl and I am already 5 years old!! I live in the great city of XXXX. Of course, that's in XXXX, United States, but I'll bet you knew that!! This year I've been so good that I should be the angel on top of the tree!
Santa Claus, some things I might like for Christmas this year are:- my little pony;- mermaid barbie; and,- teddy bear.
Santa Claus, I almost forgot to say... I can't wait until Christmas. I want to give you some cookies and milk. I hope you are having a good time with the elves and hope they are good. Please help bring my brother home from Haiti too.
Love, K

Santa's response...
#1, Rudolph Way
North Pole, Canada
HO HO HO

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Merrrryyyy Christmas K!!
Thank you for sending me your email all the way from XXXX! The Net sure is wonderful because now I never feel lonely all the way up at the North Pole. I can get those wonderful Christmas emails any time of the year now, but it's always special when I get one from you, K.

Well bless my whiskers, K! I still remember bringing you your very first Christmas present and here you are 5 years old already! I hope you are getting excited about Christmas because I am really looking forward to visiting your home! Rudolph said he's really excited about visiting your home too! I also hear you've been a REALLY REALLY good girl. (Of course, you won't mind if I do a little checking, will you? HO!! Ho!! ho!!).

Cookies? COOKIES?!? Did you say cookies?! Yum!! You know, I get asked a lot what kind of cookies I like best. Of course, I love *all* kinds of cookies, but what I like the most is when you leave me the kind of treats that *you* like best. (That way it's like we're sharing them!).
The elves are tickled you asked about them in your letter! They're all very happy and busy making presents right now. Of course, that's when they're not jumping into the present wrapping machine or telling silly jokes and singing songs!

Let's see what you put in your letter for Christmas wishes: 1. my little pony; 2. mermaid barbie and; 3. teddy bear. HO!! Ho!! ho!! Mrs. Claus will be tickled to hear you like Barbie stuff as much as she does! She loves helping the elves make all the wonderful Barbie things. And I see you have some other great ideas on your Wish List. I guess you know there's only so much room in the sleigh though so I hope you won't be too upset with me if I can't bring you everything you asked for.

Oh yes, and please say "Hi!" to your brother for me! I always look forward to the elves' "Naughty & Nice" reports about your brother because they are always so very interesting to read! The elves even told me that they made something special for him already!

Oh yes, before I forget K, the elves really want you to visit my new blog! It is called Santa Claus' Christmas Blog. My blog is all about Christmas, life at the North Pole, and me, Santa Claus ! You can even write messages to me and see what others have written. I can hardly wait to see what you write!

Well, I better go feed the reindeer and polish Rudolph's nose with nose wax. Have to make sure everything's ready for the big day! Take care K and don't forget to come back and visit me here at EmailSanta.com on Christmas Eve!! And remember... only 7 more sleeps until Christmas!!
All My Love,
Santa

P.S. YUM! Those sure were some tasty goodies you sent me in your letter! I hope its okay that I shared them with everyone here. You should see how fast they disappeared! Oh, wait! You CAN! HO!! Ho!! ho!!

Friday, December 19, 2008

Our Christmas Letter

We have had an extremely busy year. We are thankful for all we have and the health and happiness of everyone in the Smith home. We’ve had a lot of great changes, and would love to share with you what has been happening in our lives.

We have changed our place of worship and are now attending Faith Community Church. It is very close to our home and the kids are making new friends and are having fun going to AWANA. Kim helped with the Christmas play this year, and Jeremiah is hoping to join the worship team at the beginning of 2009.

Jeremiah is employed at the xxx; this is his 9th year now. He is on his 3rd year as a bicycle patrol officer. He loves being on a bike, giving him a different view of the city and allowing him to interact more with people. He is also busy with the SWAT team and the honor guard. He is involved with many other projects as well. He received a letter of commendation from the Chief for his work at breaking up a burglary and fencing operation in the area this year.

Kimberly is still a stay at home mom and is homeschooling the kids. She volunteers for an organization for the Medical Advocacy Team. www.medicaladvocacyteam.blogspot.com Her role is to find host families for international children who are ill and need to come to the U.S for surgery. It is a rewarding job to help children in this way. She enjoys working outside, gardening, playing with the kids and going on fun day trips with the family.

Jeremiah and Kimberly went to Haiti last spring to volunteer at Children of the Promise, the orphanage where Elijah is staying. They spent Easter there while Mickey, Jeremiah’s mom, was able to stay in our home with the kids. We also celebrated Elijah’s birthday early while we were there. Before we left home for our trip, we heard of a baby boy named Jean-Alex who needed brain surgery. The timing worked out perfectly for us to bring him home with us and care for him. Kim took him to Sacramento, CA twice for his two life saving surgeries that were donated by the surgeon and Sutter Memorial Hospital. He is doing well and receiving therapy in our home.

Loren will be 12 years old in March and is growing fast! He enjoyed playing soccer again this fall. He loves to read, play with legos, and is even writing a book! He’s a very smart young man. He is in sixth grade.

Corinn is 10 and is tall and thin. She loves art, animals, making people laugh, singing and helping in the kitchen. She’s compassionate and caring. She likes to play outside, and cuddle on the couch watching movies. She’s in forth grade.

Kylie is almost 6. She is a funny, sweet little girl. She loves to cuddle and loves her daddy. She loves singing, dancing, coloring, and everything most six-year-old girls like. She still only wants to wear dresses! She is in Kindergarten this year.

Elijah is our little 2 1/2 year old boy in Haiti. We have been working on his adoption for about 17 months now. He is legally our son, with the Smith last name. We are waiting for the last few steps before he can come home. He is a happy, cuddly, sweet boy. We can’t wait until he can come live with us.

We were blessed with an adoption shower by friends and were given some needed little boy things for Elijah. It was a wonderful way to celebrate adoption and the beautiful children God has brought to us.

We have had very cold weather these last few weeks. We experienced frozen pipes this morning for the first time we have lived here (4 years). Thankfully there was no damage. We still live in the country, on our 5 acres. We have been working hard around the place and have been remodeling our studio. Loren decided he wanted to move his bedroom out there so now he is living in that building, about 20 feet from our back door. He loves his bit of freedom, and it opened up his room for Elijah. We worked on painting and decorating it making it ready for Elijah. Hopefully he will be home soon!

We hope you and yours have a very Merry Christmas and wonderful New Year. May God bless you!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

MRI date

We have an appointment set for Samuel's MRI and shunt series. On New Year's Eve. I hope we get done at a reasonable time so we can get home and enjoy the holiday. Or... maybe we should stay overnight in Seattle? Hmmm.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Medical Appointment

Elijah had his medical appointment today. I haven't really heard the details, except they now require a TB test. I thought I had read this somewhere online. I guess COTP were surprised by this, and now Elijah and the other little boy will have to fly back to the doctors office in three days to get their injection site checked out. He will also have to fly to PAP for his birth parent interview, whenever that gets scheduled. Please pray that it does get scheduled soon. By the time Elijah is ready to come home, he will be a pro at flying on the "avion".

Another adoptive parent sent a nice report to us. She was there picking up their daughter. I am so grateful to know that Elijah is doing ok. She wrote this:

Very boy! He's maybe a little less verbally oriented than other kids might be, meaning he tends to act more than speak to communicate something. He also doesn't respond to verbal commands as well as others. I have to get down on their level and get them to look at my face to get their attention. He got really focused on something and would not be redirected by the sound of my voice calling his name alone. Only when I physically refocused him was it effective. Just something to think about ahead of time so you can prepare yourself. Elijah is very cute and it was fun to hang out with him. I know it seems like the end of the process is agonizingly long and then all of a sudden he'll be home in an instant!
Thank you so much Heidi!

Monday, December 15, 2008

Interesting Chiari info

Interesting posts on the Chiari yahoo group I'm on....

I found out in Sept that my daughter had 11mm. Her symptoms were getting worse and she had surgery Nov. 5, 2008.Two weeks later my middle child was diagnosed with 5mm.A month later my youngest son (10 yrs old) was diagnosed with 15mm.I am so desperate and dont understand what's going on. I haven't decided whether or not the other 2 should have the surgery but I am scared for them.I will definetly not let them suffer as bad as A. did.

Yes, my son was diagnosed with a 10mm herniation and syrinx, and had surgery in 6/08. My daughter was diagnosed with a 5mm herniation, and just had surgery on 12/8/08. They are my only two children. I've come across several other families now where more than one person in the family has been diagnosed.

Monday, monday

I missed boot camp today. I was up for several hours with a gall bladder attack. Problems with gall bladders run in my family. I got a Christmas letter from my cousin. She has older kids, and 2 of her girls had to have their GB's removed last summer. I know my time is coming but I have been puting off going to the doctor. I really don't want surgery. I just keep thinking that maybe if I am careful what I eat, I will be fine.

We mailed off the paperwork on Saturday and hoping it is delivered by Wednesday. Still no word on a birth parent interview. The medical appointment is tomorrow!

It is bitter cold here, and the house feels like it just won't warm up!

The advent candle lighting went very well and the kids were angels. I was nervous about speaking in front of everyone, but thankfully am gaining more experience since our trips to Haiti and sharing with the church. I made Jeremiah read the long portion of the script!

I'm not done with Christmas shopping, but we are getting closer. I am really laid back about it this year, but I feel like I should be running around. I haven't been to the mall since before Thanksgiving! The kids made some cookies last night and I will have them bring some to the neighbors today.

Stay warm everyone!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Random pics

Samuel at the hospital before his CT scan (and no food or drink for six hours, can you believe it?)
Jeremiah and Samuel
Sammy's new trick during lunch time (kids took the photo)
Grandma Nancy and Samuel
Samuel and Kylie at the playground at the Children's Museum
We did it! I was up past midnight working on all the paperwork, but it is done, and with Jeremiah. He is working overtime today, but during his break he will be taking it to Fed Ex.



We were expecting a huge snow storm to blow in yesterday, and it hasn't happened yet. I even went to the grocery store and stocked up, $280! That is the most I have ever spent at the grocery store (not counting Costco). I did buy a gift card for a gift for someone too. So we are fully prepared for anything. Maybe it will start snowing today. I would love it if it snowed, and then melted on Monday when we have to drive around and run errands.



We were asked to light the advent candle at our new church. This was quite an honor, considering we have only been attending for 4 months or so. We will go up, read some scripture, and light the candle. The kids will come up too, so hopefully they will be on good behavior. They did really well at the Christmas play. Loren had a speaking part and did great. Corinn was part of the stage crew and her and Kylie were in the choir. It is always so fun to watch programs like this, because you never know what the kids will do. During the 3 and 4 year old performance, a group of boys got into a brawl, resulting in one boy having to sit with the girls. Too funny! It brought back memories of Corinn chucking her Christmas bells into the audience and hitting the pastor's wife in the head!

Friday, December 12, 2008

More paperwork

I got an email from our lawyers in Haiti. They need us to get some more paperwork to them to complete his visa application. Thankfully the needed things are easy to get, the problem is we are out of ink on our printer...again! So, we need to go buy more cartridges, write a letter (still waiting to hear if it needs to be notarized or translated) and Jeremiah has to find his pay check stubs to mail in. We also need to fill out a few immigration forms. I am thinking we can get it done and Fed-Ex'd to Haiti tomorrow. It is quite expensive to send there, so I am bummed that we have to do this, considering we sent paperwork for his visa in Sept. too! Oh well, anything to bring him HOME! Please pray this won't slow things up. We are hopeful he will be home in January. Please let it be so!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Terrific news...

Elijah has his passport!! He goes for his medical on Tuesday.

I am so glad things are continuing to move. PLEASE continue to pray him home. It is getting closer now. Praise God. He will need to have his birth parent interview and then his visa appointment. I know things slow down during the holidays, but I have faith it will happen when the timing is perfect.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Back from Children's hospital

We had a long day at Children's.  Samuel had a CT scan and met with the neurosurgeon and plastic surgeon.  The neurosurgeon said an MRI should have been done today too, but after the fact.  So we have to come in again.  He said things look good, but can't tell for sure without the MRI.  He printed off some cool 3D pictures of Sammy's skull.  

The plastic surgeon thinks Sammy should have surgery in a few years, at age 3 or 4.  He will remove the artificial bone in his encephalocele site, and will take his real bone and construct part of his eye socket and nasal bridge.  Amazing!  He said he most likely will only need one surgery, and this will make his eyes look more uniform too.  

Samuel is tired, and is sleeping in his crib.  He did great, with no food until 11, and lack of sleep all day.  I am so glad he is a good boy!


Saturday, December 6, 2008

This weekend

Please pray that we will receive more good news very soon. Elijah's passport photos were supposed to be delivered to PAP last Monday. I am not sure how long it typically takes for a passport to be made. I don't know what is going on with the whole birth parent interview. Elijah can't have his medical appointment until he has his passport. I am feeling a bit overwhelmed, depressed, and worried. Pray for me and all of our health here as we are all sick with a cold.

I had another dream, this time very sad and tearful. In my dream I was told that Elijah had died. I was crying and so upset. Then I found out that Elijah was OK, but another child at COTP had died. So I was relieved, but felt enormous guilt that someone else was experiencing such horrible pain. I did dream that Elijah had a huge infected sore on his back, near his bottom. All of a sudden I woke up and felt like I just had to pray. I prayed for Elijah, for his health and well being. I prayed for all the kids living at COTP. I prayed for angels to surround the gates there and protect everyone inside. I prayed for adoptions to move. Praise the Lord that IS happening. Three kids are coming come very soon!!!

During Christmas time it is so hard for me to celebrate lately. It is hard to know of families struggling so hard during this hard economical time. This morning Jeremiah is in town doing Shop with A Cop. He does this every year, and every year I eagerly wait to here his report when he comes home. He usually has a great story to tell about the kids he shared his morning with. He is paired up with one or two kids, and takes them around Walmart to help them choose some gifts for the themselves and their family. They also pick out new winter coats and boots. The policemen and kids enjoy a nice breakfast together too.

Sorry for this random mix of emotions! Hope you all have a good weekend. The kids have their Christmas play rehearsal today and tomorrow is the big performance!

Friday, December 5, 2008

EEG

Samuel and Loren in October...

We went to the hospital yesterday for Samuel's EEG. We had to wake him up two hours before his normal waking time, so 6 am. He was wondering what I was doing to him! We were able to give him food and drinks like normal so that was good. The drive (about an hour and a half) was really hard. He kept trying to dose off and we would all do everything we could to get him to wake up.

The kids and Jeremiah dropped us off and went to play at the Children's Museum. Samuel and I went to the room with the tech. and she wrapped him up with some blankets like a burrito. She showed me how to hold him still with my body lying across him and my hands holding his cheeks. He did so well and didn't fuss at all. He liked to be able to watch tv! Then she applied 30 electrodes to his head and a few to his neck and shoulder. She did a few easy tests and then wanted him to fall asleep. This was the tricky part. Samuel is not a baby that likes to be rocked to sleep much. He just jumps and wiggles and moves around trying to stay awake. So I made him a bottle and sat on the rocking chair to give it to him. He started to babble and clap his hands, and touch the equipment. It took 20 minutes to get him to drift off. I thought that was pretty good, but the tech was not impressed! He also had a terrible cough which made it hard for him to stay asleep. So after a while she woke him up, took of the electrodes and washed his head down. She said she is not sure how the results will be with the sleeping test. She said he must not have been very sleep deprived. I assured her he was, it's just he is a sleep fighter!!! If we were at home and he was in his crib he would have been just fine!
So we have to come in to get our results when we meet with Dr. E. at the end of the month. Unless something is wrong, then they will call. I have a feeling everything is fine though.

Monday is the scheduled CT scan. PLEASE pray that his cold and cough go away over the weekend or we will have reschedule the appointments AGAIN!