Let down

I have known for years that you cannot always count on your friends, or those around you when you need them, yet I am always disappointed. I will have a problem, or exciting news, call my best friend on the phone to share, and get an earful about their impending vacation to Hawaii. I should rely and call upon my Lord. But do I remember to always do this? No. I have a need and call people I know who may be able to help. Most of the time I am let down or disappointed. I should have called upon Him. Do I always remember to do this? No again.

I don't know why it is so hard for me to learn from my mistakes. I need to learn to turn to my Lord and Savior at all times, when I have exciting news, a need or problem, or to thank Him for the day.